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You Didn't Deserve This
06:56
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You think you’re the fault
You think you’re the one that
Deserves this pain
Oh young one
Oh child
I wish I could come back
And embrace you
Tell you that it’s not your fault
Let you know all that I’ve learned
They abused you
In the dungeon called the hospital
Told you wrongs
That made you worse
Medication that made you numb
You didn’t deserve this
All this pain
This wasn’t your fault
I wish I could avenge you
I wish I could take back the years
The ones that I lost
I guess the best revenge
Is to live my life
Never go back
Never return
To the dungeons
You shall not
I am now the one that they feared
The one they wanted to destroy
Never go back
Never return
Never go back
Never return
You can’t undo the trauma
You can’t undo the memories
But what you can do
Is live like you want
Don’t let them hold you back
Never go back
Never return
Never go back
Never return
You didn’t deserve this!
I swear
You didn't, I promise
You can let yourself triumph
Triumph
Triumph
Live your life!
And triumph!
Triumph
Live your life
And triumph
Triumph
I said triumph
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Lost time throughout the years
That I don’t remember
Lost time through the days
That I don’t recall
Waking up in locations
Different from where I was
I can’t remember
Oh what have I done
What is happening?
I cannot recall the days
The days that I harmed them
The days I disappeared
He doesn’t have just him in his head
I don’t know where it comes from
Perhaps I too am not alone
Perhaps, I should realize that
There are more of us up here
No one will understand will they?
The times I don’t recall
When someone takes over my body
Does things that I wouldn’t
Multiple personalities
In this one brain
In this one head
I am not alone
How do I explain
There are more of us up here
There’s more than just me
There’re more of us up here
There's more of us
More of us up here
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Mourning for Lost Years
07:06
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I have lost my childhood
To your actions
To your selfishness
To your hatred
The youthfulness of my life
Gone with your vile strike
Wandering about in a haze
Not noticing the passing of days
Where have the years gone?
Where has the time went?
How am I already here?
How am I still alive?
Now I mourn for lost years
Now I mourn for time gone
Now I mourn for the time that has disappeared
Anger
Sadness
Do I cry
Do I scream
Do I fight
Do I give up
Anger fills my veins
Six years of life
Gone to the void
Still suffering at times
Let yourself mourn
Let yourself cry
A third of your life gone
A third of your life to the void
Let yourself mourn
Let yourself cry
A third of your life gone
A third of your life to the void
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Of the Mountains Projects Peekskill, New York
The place where you can find all the musical projects of Gabriel Berger.
Antifascist queer neurodivergent college student who makes music on the side.
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